I no i said this b4 lah but i'm gonna put in more effort 2 studying le.... suddenly i fear tt i might not make it 4 the As.... the whole world tells me tt i'm a 3As student but relli... if i dun add more fuel to my study efforts i tink i might not make it leh... n i'm not being humble or showoff or anything... i'm feeling more pinch now as my A lvls draw closer and as i watch my grades flactuate ard the fail n pass jz region... this wun do... ppl out thr if u all got any tips on studying plz feel free to tag in in my tag board 4 the benefit of me n the other students reading this blog :)
Welli guess tts all frm me... gotta go study le...
Its time...
Its time 4 a revolution...
Its now either u make or break it....
Lets all mke it guys....
Sunday, July 30, 2006
Friday, July 28, 2006
FINALLY!!!
YES!!! its the weekends!!!! wah heng got these 2 and a half days to get back my energy... if not a few more days i sure peng n die.... heng heng heng....
Finally weekend come alrdy so i can type more yes!!!
1st off mz talk bout studies... pressure is increasing at an exponential rate man... teachers stress us.. parents oso... frens give peer pressure... books notes n qns sayin,'do me do me'... relli its getting more stressful liao.. teachers are putting more effort now so i guess i better put in even more effort.. teachers r relli working hard man... relli thank them a lot a lot... appreciate their effrots.. tink better get sth nice 4 them 4 teachers' day to show my appreciation 4 them hahas.. btw ppl teacher's day coming liao so better get all ur stuff rdy if not ard wif all the work n stuff u'd find u have not time 2 prepare 4 ur wonderful teachers....
2nd go to post council life... i've ended my council term 3 weeks ago liao.... now tt i'm a commoner i always look at my juniors n envy them 4 the daily duties they take on as the new councillors.. cant say tt these duties r fun n i dun tink i enjoy doing these duties unlike some ppl i noe.. i still miss the fact tt i no longer get 2 do them. Something tt seemed 2 b so usually mediocre boring and a waste of time in the past seem so precious to me now.... sadly i no long have the time n chance to savour the feeling of doing these duties once again. Now life as a commoner is very differnet from being a councillor.. now i no longer need 2 pang seh my frens 'because of council'...though i appreciate this fact which allows me to b in the company of my frens.. i relli do miss the times in which i pang seh these frens bcz of council... not because the jobs tt had 2 b done were fun... or i dun like these frens.. but rather is seeing the fact tt despite me pang sehing them most of the time.. they do no isolate me.. they still take me as one of them... hahas these type of feelings i do miss.. hard 2 get back but replaced now by the time which i get 2 spend wif them... i oso miss my fellow councillors whom i've been going thru this arduous journey as a student councillor of JJC 2005-2006... it's been wonderful noeing them n i miss them man... hope we meet up soon n go out 2gether...
3rd... faction wars are going to b held soon... most prob wld take place between the PFs n the RFs... onli active members of both factions r affected... neutral creeps r welcome 2 fight but most prob wld lose...
Life is not like a race...
In a race u can give up n run like a turtle...
In life u cant... 4 u onli live once...
If u dun live it well now.. when wld u?
Finally weekend come alrdy so i can type more yes!!!
1st off mz talk bout studies... pressure is increasing at an exponential rate man... teachers stress us.. parents oso... frens give peer pressure... books notes n qns sayin,'do me do me'... relli its getting more stressful liao.. teachers are putting more effort now so i guess i better put in even more effort.. teachers r relli working hard man... relli thank them a lot a lot... appreciate their effrots.. tink better get sth nice 4 them 4 teachers' day to show my appreciation 4 them hahas.. btw ppl teacher's day coming liao so better get all ur stuff rdy if not ard wif all the work n stuff u'd find u have not time 2 prepare 4 ur wonderful teachers....
2nd go to post council life... i've ended my council term 3 weeks ago liao.... now tt i'm a commoner i always look at my juniors n envy them 4 the daily duties they take on as the new councillors.. cant say tt these duties r fun n i dun tink i enjoy doing these duties unlike some ppl i noe.. i still miss the fact tt i no longer get 2 do them. Something tt seemed 2 b so usually mediocre boring and a waste of time in the past seem so precious to me now.... sadly i no long have the time n chance to savour the feeling of doing these duties once again. Now life as a commoner is very differnet from being a councillor.. now i no longer need 2 pang seh my frens 'because of council'...though i appreciate this fact which allows me to b in the company of my frens.. i relli do miss the times in which i pang seh these frens bcz of council... not because the jobs tt had 2 b done were fun... or i dun like these frens.. but rather is seeing the fact tt despite me pang sehing them most of the time.. they do no isolate me.. they still take me as one of them... hahas these type of feelings i do miss.. hard 2 get back but replaced now by the time which i get 2 spend wif them... i oso miss my fellow councillors whom i've been going thru this arduous journey as a student councillor of JJC 2005-2006... it's been wonderful noeing them n i miss them man... hope we meet up soon n go out 2gether...
3rd... faction wars are going to b held soon... most prob wld take place between the PFs n the RFs... onli active members of both factions r affected... neutral creeps r welcome 2 fight but most prob wld lose...
Life is not like a race...
In a race u can give up n run like a turtle...
In life u cant... 4 u onli live once...
If u dun live it well now.. when wld u?
Thursday, July 27, 2006
Tired....zzz
Super tired sia i tink i mz train up my stamina leh... jz studying 4 5 days onli oso cant make it liao likdat A lvls sure die... nvm lah try loh...
Today nth much lah jz tt some royal blood come n disturb me n made me not so happy onli other than tt i dun relli care lah so tired tt i dun care liao 'sides i rather spend my time n energy on my test tml man.... so dumb sia tml test on so many topics... fail liao sia hahas...
too tired liao tink gonna leave this as this..
Today nth much lah jz tt some royal blood come n disturb me n made me not so happy onli other than tt i dun relli care lah so tired tt i dun care liao 'sides i rather spend my time n energy on my test tml man.... so dumb sia tml test on so many topics... fail liao sia hahas...
too tired liao tink gonna leave this as this..
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
~ffo dessip~
For those who are wondering wad my nick means u all can ask me on msn when u guys c me online hahas
1st off yays i got new haircut new contact lens new hp yays yays new life sia hahas... 2nd today limit liao some ppl r jz amazing... they seem 2 b able to make me angry over n over again dun wanna tok bout it lah those interested oso come ask me hahas....
Learnt alot 2day man... but mainly i learnt tt true frens no matter wad they go thru gether n hw they treat each other they wld still b frens... n tt many ppl come along n b ur frens... but true frens r those tt after many yrs u either keep in touch or not but when u need some1 2 b thr they will b thr 4 u... n they wld listen 2 u though the topics u talk about might not interest them... true frens may onli last 4 awhile but tt time 2gether seem 4eva hence the term frens foreva ba.
True frens are those who wld try their best to support each other in one way or another and do their best 4 the one tt require help whether it is helpful or not... hahas
Got many things 2 say
But not 2day
Need to go study
If not sure mati
1st off yays i got new haircut new contact lens new hp yays yays new life sia hahas... 2nd today limit liao some ppl r jz amazing... they seem 2 b able to make me angry over n over again dun wanna tok bout it lah those interested oso come ask me hahas....
Learnt alot 2day man... but mainly i learnt tt true frens no matter wad they go thru gether n hw they treat each other they wld still b frens... n tt many ppl come along n b ur frens... but true frens r those tt after many yrs u either keep in touch or not but when u need some1 2 b thr they will b thr 4 u... n they wld listen 2 u though the topics u talk about might not interest them... true frens may onli last 4 awhile but tt time 2gether seem 4eva hence the term frens foreva ba.
True frens are those who wld try their best to support each other in one way or another and do their best 4 the one tt require help whether it is helpful or not... hahas
Got many things 2 say
But not 2day
Need to go study
If not sure mati
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
What a day....
Today...... is such a boring day!!!! so little thigs happening lah wah lah is this boring or wad...... tink its boring cz i dun like her le then now i feel like i'm no longer a main character of any story but oh well it feels quite ok ba.... a lil liberated if u ask me ... saves me frm all the trouble of tinkng of wad to do 4 her n stuff.... its not ez u noe.... tink till my braincells die liao no close 2 being stupid... dun care her lah not appreciative de.... not worth plus hor she ask me can teach her chem not i say can then until now she haven tell me when she wan me to teach her. nxt week is her common test le leh... 1st y dun she go ask her big fat geek? 2nd if u r lidat hor i dun tink i wanna teach u sia... like no initiative in ur own learning.. no way m i going up 2 u n say,'hey wan me 2 teach u le mah?' u wanna do tt go do tt to ur big fat geek lah dun do to me i not ur bf
Actually hor many things happen 2day lah but cz it dint relli happen to me so it felt like nth happened but 2 summarize i'm going to have class wars le yays.. hope this war su zhan su jue (fast fight fast end) we going to graduate liao so i hope tt no matter how much some ppl dun like some other ppl plz try 2 lessen the hate asap sia so at least got class outing hor wun so pai seh =)
To people who have been frequently coming to my blog relli great big thanks to u guys hahas always hearing me bi*ch bout certain stuff n still come haha thanks!!!
The world was made round so we could go round it and still meet
If God dint want m to meet u all he wld have made it flat.
Actually hor many things happen 2day lah but cz it dint relli happen to me so it felt like nth happened but 2 summarize i'm going to have class wars le yays.. hope this war su zhan su jue (fast fight fast end) we going to graduate liao so i hope tt no matter how much some ppl dun like some other ppl plz try 2 lessen the hate asap sia so at least got class outing hor wun so pai seh =)
To people who have been frequently coming to my blog relli great big thanks to u guys hahas always hearing me bi*ch bout certain stuff n still come haha thanks!!!
The world was made round so we could go round it and still meet
If God dint want m to meet u all he wld have made it flat.
Revelation?
Today officially i noe tt they are together le n today oh i mean ytd since now is 12 am + le was xian yao's bday n today is choon kiat. HAPPY BDAY GUYS!
anyway, 2day tt fat idiot did sth quite dumb 2day lah... she was going to b late 4 her reporting time cz she woke up late then he was irritating my fren by asking her wad he sld do lah.... i mean look r u dumb or wad? cannot tink on ur own arh? so big size no brain arh? cannot tink izzit? stupid man... u kan jiong like wld make the cab uncle go faster lidat... relli dumb dumb sia... sld have done sth more smart lah relli dumb dunno wad she c in him man... btw 4 those wondering i've not given up k... i jz find tt its not worth to like some1 who wld like tt fat guy tts all... btw if u ever c my blog... sry arh i'm not sry 4 saying all these plus i dint even place ur names here.... obvious u may tink but i nv menion ur names so better not anyhw say arh... hahas
To those tt have been asking me to give up dunno since when arh u all good lah huh hahas sry i dint wanna listen earlier... actually i got listen lah jz dun wanna do onli tot observe liao then tink of wad 2 do but dint expect this 2 relli happen hahas dun care lah hahas.. u guys win lah... thanks 4 trying 2 advice me.... k lah i go 'dress' my wounds now liao... (actually jz go slp onli) so yah .... zzzzzzz
anyway, 2day tt fat idiot did sth quite dumb 2day lah... she was going to b late 4 her reporting time cz she woke up late then he was irritating my fren by asking her wad he sld do lah.... i mean look r u dumb or wad? cannot tink on ur own arh? so big size no brain arh? cannot tink izzit? stupid man... u kan jiong like wld make the cab uncle go faster lidat... relli dumb dumb sia... sld have done sth more smart lah relli dumb dunno wad she c in him man... btw 4 those wondering i've not given up k... i jz find tt its not worth to like some1 who wld like tt fat guy tts all... btw if u ever c my blog... sry arh i'm not sry 4 saying all these plus i dint even place ur names here.... obvious u may tink but i nv menion ur names so better not anyhw say arh... hahas
To those tt have been asking me to give up dunno since when arh u all good lah huh hahas sry i dint wanna listen earlier... actually i got listen lah jz dun wanna do onli tot observe liao then tink of wad 2 do but dint expect this 2 relli happen hahas dun care lah hahas.. u guys win lah... thanks 4 trying 2 advice me.... k lah i go 'dress' my wounds now liao... (actually jz go slp onli) so yah .... zzzzzzz
Sunday, July 23, 2006
Sianz~
Wah lao can u believe it? Weekend lidat end liao leh... boring sia... still got work haven finish wah i relli starting to feel the pinch of not starting super early... aiyah dun care bout the past liao now relli have to work 10 times harder sia...
2day i did maths till 6am man was rather tired but dun care i went 4 a jog hahas then did some exercise till like 7am... no choice lah mz keep fit hahas but actually it was quite dumb lah cz after tt i sorta got a headache then dun care went to slp heng heng after tt become ok.
tml is another boring day at sch liao i tink i better go off n finish up my work hahas...
2day i did maths till 6am man was rather tired but dun care i went 4 a jog hahas then did some exercise till like 7am... no choice lah mz keep fit hahas but actually it was quite dumb lah cz after tt i sorta got a headache then dun care went to slp heng heng after tt become ok.
tml is another boring day at sch liao i tink i better go off n finish up my work hahas...
work hard frm now liao...
Yays! weekend lai liao tml is 1 week anniversary of this blog sia!!!
Anyways, today i brought my mum to go meet my teachers... hahas not tt i wan lah if can dun go... i dunno lah i might still go but anyways my mum talked to all my subject teachers except gp cz i tink we 4got bout it but oh well... 1st was my ct n chem teacher.. then phy then went 4 a talk then maths.. all the teachers say the same thing leh... say i deproved liao say i got potential m work harder... come to tink of it yah... not much time liao better work hard frm now sia... like wad my gp teacher said got potential no use if nv perform cz potential is another way of saying u haven done ur best n have relli shown any results yet... i mz work hard liao i need gd grades to whr i wana go (duh who wld purposely wan bad grades?).. 1st is get a 3A then go ns try to getto OCS then go into science fac in NUS ba then wanna do research mayb a teacher too... so inspired by my teachers sia... but they relli earn quite lil 4 the tough job leh... i wanna earn 5 digit de leh hahas...
So much work to catch up so lil time... hahas no choice wadeva thoughts i have now other than studies hafta take a slightly backer seat... hahas btw she n him 2gether liao so oh well bout time i gave up le cz i promised myself if she ever likes him i'd give up instantly.. so yah now it happen liao o i hafta keep to my own promise rite? hahas lidat oso gd lah let him take care of her until after As loh then after tt if wan go n figh back still not too late as long as my results dun get bad can le he get bad his tai chi lah... still mz keep fit within this period cannot jz mug n mug cz nxt yr go ns sia wanna go OCS mz keep n become fitter.. keeping fit oso helps in studies cz healthy bodyhealthy mind mah hahas... somemore got gd body can jio zha bo oso hahas mayb after As le can impress her hahas...
Now tt i'm so motivated to study liao i hope u guys out thr r oso motivated loh... mz study hard hor esp my gd frens like ck eric bryan wy zw esp the 05S20 gang n fellw councillors n all the non-05S20-councillors too oh n my sun nu (granddaughter) oso who wans to b a doc nxt time jia you horz!!! n thanks to those ppl who have shown relentless support 4 me in my failed attempt to jio her hahas though some of u all dun like her yet u guys still supported me thanks guys hahas k lah i tink mz go back to the study table liao byez~~~
Anyways, today i brought my mum to go meet my teachers... hahas not tt i wan lah if can dun go... i dunno lah i might still go but anyways my mum talked to all my subject teachers except gp cz i tink we 4got bout it but oh well... 1st was my ct n chem teacher.. then phy then went 4 a talk then maths.. all the teachers say the same thing leh... say i deproved liao say i got potential m work harder... come to tink of it yah... not much time liao better work hard frm now sia... like wad my gp teacher said got potential no use if nv perform cz potential is another way of saying u haven done ur best n have relli shown any results yet... i mz work hard liao i need gd grades to whr i wana go (duh who wld purposely wan bad grades?).. 1st is get a 3A then go ns try to getto OCS then go into science fac in NUS ba then wanna do research mayb a teacher too... so inspired by my teachers sia... but they relli earn quite lil 4 the tough job leh... i wanna earn 5 digit de leh hahas...
So much work to catch up so lil time... hahas no choice wadeva thoughts i have now other than studies hafta take a slightly backer seat... hahas btw she n him 2gether liao so oh well bout time i gave up le cz i promised myself if she ever likes him i'd give up instantly.. so yah now it happen liao o i hafta keep to my own promise rite? hahas lidat oso gd lah let him take care of her until after As loh then after tt if wan go n figh back still not too late as long as my results dun get bad can le he get bad his tai chi lah... still mz keep fit within this period cannot jz mug n mug cz nxt yr go ns sia wanna go OCS mz keep n become fitter.. keeping fit oso helps in studies cz healthy bodyhealthy mind mah hahas... somemore got gd body can jio zha bo oso hahas mayb after As le can impress her hahas...
Now tt i'm so motivated to study liao i hope u guys out thr r oso motivated loh... mz study hard hor esp my gd frens like ck eric bryan wy zw esp the 05S20 gang n fellw councillors n all the non-05S20-councillors too oh n my sun nu (granddaughter) oso who wans to b a doc nxt time jia you horz!!! n thanks to those ppl who have shown relentless support 4 me in my failed attempt to jio her hahas though some of u all dun like her yet u guys still supported me thanks guys hahas k lah i tink mz go back to the study table liao byez~~~
Friday, July 21, 2006
Tired~~
Bad days over liao life almost back to normal liao... has it even been adnormal? though i feel like less negatve and stuff but my mind now has many many things in it...including my studies which has been like rather unstable lately dunno y.... after ytd's scolding i was so motivated i wanted 2 study but in the end i went 2 slp hahas... as the saying goes rest so u can go further.
Today went my classmate lim hwee's class to play his drums and practise guitar. hahas they wanna perform for teacher's day!!! so farni lah wonder wad song they wanna play sia... hahas it was quite fun lah but not very fun if u noe wad i mean cz not many ppl went. Anyway i borrowed one of his books!! gonna practise on my own guitar so mayb i can perform 1 day!! Yay!!
A lvls coming liao chances r i wld come here less n less then after tt i wld come back again but oh well.... hahas... to the peeps reading all these i hope tt u all have been studying hor dun always come online k? i noe my blog v.interestin cz i'm ard but plz ur studies r impt mz study hor!! JIA YOU!!
Today went my classmate lim hwee's class to play his drums and practise guitar. hahas they wanna perform for teacher's day!!! so farni lah wonder wad song they wanna play sia... hahas it was quite fun lah but not very fun if u noe wad i mean cz not many ppl went. Anyway i borrowed one of his books!! gonna practise on my own guitar so mayb i can perform 1 day!! Yay!!
A lvls coming liao chances r i wld come here less n less then after tt i wld come back again but oh well.... hahas... to the peeps reading all these i hope tt u all have been studying hor dun always come online k? i noe my blog v.interestin cz i'm ard but plz ur studies r impt mz study hor!! JIA YOU!!
Thursday, July 20, 2006
Eh... less bad day 1
I wanted 2 add stuff to this blog but.... oh well hahas obviously i did... onli this post loh...
Anyway, by rite lah today supposed to be bad day 3 de... but by left rite it wasnt a bad day lah so i guess the bad days r gone 4 now.... hopefully lah..
Today, lessons were oso v.boring lah (frankly.... when has it been interesting?), 1st chem tutorial then physics then the long long maths lect, then came GP. GP lesson wasnt tt boring lah we just got scolded by our GP teacher onli... she asked us wad r we doing lah.. y now result still so lousy.. true lah true lah i actually feel like studying liao. Not bad sia my teacher can b a motivator liao. anyways by rite again we r supposed 2 b dismissed liao but got this stupid sch experience survey to do lah... they were like asking a whole bunch of DUH questions lah.. do u like ur sch? do u like to go to sch? blah blah blah... waste my 1/2 hr. after that still got chem tutorial again wah lao totally sian lah
Today actually i got many many feelings lah... some old feelings came back.. n some new ones... i actually dun relli noe hw i feel... i wanna forget but can.. but come to tink of it i dun relli wana forget. aiyah so complicated hahas tink tts all 4 now i wanna go slp le.........
Live is about living it once living twice would be interesting but then you woudnt cherish it anymore..
Anyway, by rite lah today supposed to be bad day 3 de... but by left rite it wasnt a bad day lah so i guess the bad days r gone 4 now.... hopefully lah..
Today, lessons were oso v.boring lah (frankly.... when has it been interesting?), 1st chem tutorial then physics then the long long maths lect, then came GP. GP lesson wasnt tt boring lah we just got scolded by our GP teacher onli... she asked us wad r we doing lah.. y now result still so lousy.. true lah true lah i actually feel like studying liao. Not bad sia my teacher can b a motivator liao. anyways by rite again we r supposed 2 b dismissed liao but got this stupid sch experience survey to do lah... they were like asking a whole bunch of DUH questions lah.. do u like ur sch? do u like to go to sch? blah blah blah... waste my 1/2 hr. after that still got chem tutorial again wah lao totally sian lah
Today actually i got many many feelings lah... some old feelings came back.. n some new ones... i actually dun relli noe hw i feel... i wanna forget but can.. but come to tink of it i dun relli wana forget. aiyah so complicated hahas tink tts all 4 now i wanna go slp le.........
Live is about living it once living twice would be interesting but then you woudnt cherish it anymore..
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
Bad day... 3
I had a bad day
Then another bad day
Followed by another bad day
Think tml wld b another bad day
Today is bad day 3 and relli it was quite a bad day.... lessons started off usual n boring.... btw she dint go sch 2day... anyways 2day cz of some ushering thing i had to get released frm lesson at 12pm sia.... dunno hw much things i missed man.... anyways i went 4 the ushering thing lah n i was put in charge of ushering the parents n teachers to theirs seats wif cheng joo. super tiring lah my legs were like so tired tink they r jz hanging off my knees now... tink i chop off le wu b so pain liao... after the whole thing we went to have in dinner at Lot1... it was ok till i accidentally made cheng joo angry lah.. cz i too playful liao... i apologised 2 her but she wun forgive me so i left lor... when i reached hm she said she forgive me so well... guess tt ends the matter...
Then another bad day
Followed by another bad day
Think tml wld b another bad day
Today is bad day 3 and relli it was quite a bad day.... lessons started off usual n boring.... btw she dint go sch 2day... anyways 2day cz of some ushering thing i had to get released frm lesson at 12pm sia.... dunno hw much things i missed man.... anyways i went 4 the ushering thing lah n i was put in charge of ushering the parents n teachers to theirs seats wif cheng joo. super tiring lah my legs were like so tired tink they r jz hanging off my knees now... tink i chop off le wu b so pain liao... after the whole thing we went to have in dinner at Lot1... it was ok till i accidentally made cheng joo angry lah.. cz i too playful liao... i apologised 2 her but she wun forgive me so i left lor... when i reached hm she said she forgive me so well... guess tt ends the matter...
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
After-effect of a bad day
This is the after-effect of a bad day...
All i can think of now is the song 'bad day' by daniel powter but if u lok at the lyrics it aint such a sad song... hahas but it does remind me tt i had a bad day, attempted to sing a sad song to turn it ard but failed, had such a bad day that i cldnt smile even on my bus ride... hahas
2day is day 2 of Bad Day 4 me.... well... it aint getting any better lah but the gd news is it aint getting worse yays.... wait.... doesnt tt make it a gd day? dun care lah overall 2day still aint very gd lah.... boring lessons again which i dun seem to absorb anything cz i've been thinkin of many many things during my lesson sia... might as well dun go 2 sch n jz stay at hm n tink but oh well sch is fun... in a way... like hw homework is fun oso....
Thruout the day i wasnt like my usually 'happy' self lah though i still smile, talk crap, say hi to ppl i c but the feeling jz ait the same... despite smiles n stuff... the feeling inside is one of those empty n sad.... hw ironic rite? smiling while u r sad.... oh well this is life ba.... no matter hw sad or wadeva u r u still gotta look at life wif a smile n say hey, u gave me crap nw i'll jz go thru it... yah... hahas dun relli noe wad i'm saying now cz i tink the sadness clogged up my brain's output liao...
Tml wld b day 3 bad day liao hoe it stays the same.... wait... hopeit gets better yah.... hwcan it b better? well if i had more money, get super sper good results without studying, no need go work oso earn money, n she like me... yah lidat i wld b happy liao. not expecting 2 much rite? its better than some ppl lor... i onli wan money, results, gd job, n gf onli wad... some ppl still wan car still got particular brand somemore....
Tml will be a new day.. jz hope tt it will bring in new hopes....
All i can think of now is the song 'bad day' by daniel powter but if u lok at the lyrics it aint such a sad song... hahas but it does remind me tt i had a bad day, attempted to sing a sad song to turn it ard but failed, had such a bad day that i cldnt smile even on my bus ride... hahas
2day is day 2 of Bad Day 4 me.... well... it aint getting any better lah but the gd news is it aint getting worse yays.... wait.... doesnt tt make it a gd day? dun care lah overall 2day still aint very gd lah.... boring lessons again which i dun seem to absorb anything cz i've been thinkin of many many things during my lesson sia... might as well dun go 2 sch n jz stay at hm n tink but oh well sch is fun... in a way... like hw homework is fun oso....
Thruout the day i wasnt like my usually 'happy' self lah though i still smile, talk crap, say hi to ppl i c but the feeling jz ait the same... despite smiles n stuff... the feeling inside is one of those empty n sad.... hw ironic rite? smiling while u r sad.... oh well this is life ba.... no matter hw sad or wadeva u r u still gotta look at life wif a smile n say hey, u gave me crap nw i'll jz go thru it... yah... hahas dun relli noe wad i'm saying now cz i tink the sadness clogged up my brain's output liao...
Tml wld b day 3 bad day liao hoe it stays the same.... wait... hopeit gets better yah.... hwcan it b better? well if i had more money, get super sper good results without studying, no need go work oso earn money, n she like me... yah lidat i wld b happy liao. not expecting 2 much rite? its better than some ppl lor... i onli wan money, results, gd job, n gf onli wad... some ppl still wan car still got particular brand somemore....
Tml will be a new day.. jz hope tt it will bring in new hopes....
Monday, July 17, 2006
I had a bad day....
case u guys dint noticed i changed the song le though i tink the last song suits this post best... duh -_-'...
My day 2day was totally lousy lah.... boring lessons.. tutorial dint reli finish... she dint come sch 2day cz got invest... actually she got come lor... heard she went hm wif tt big, fat, casanova ********.... though i noe le lah but dint expect so many ppl 2 tink the same as me loh.... some1 think tt they might alrdy b 2gether lah... die liao hw can i lose to him lah.. make me sound so lose leh.... v.sad.... did quite a bit 4 her jz cz i not romantic then she dun wan me liao... mayb he did more tt i dunno lah but i dun care i dun like him means i dun like him liao... nw he got the gal i like liao i dislike him like exponentially more....
Some of my frens asked me 2 give up lah but i.... hahas... sry guys its not time yet... sounds dumb but yah.... time wld tell time wld tell... thanks for ur concern guys... dun wry ur advices are not ignored... its jz they were processed and i made a decision to put them on hold onli... hahas thanks relli thanks....
To the her i was referring to... i noe u hardly ever come online lah... more so come 2 my blog cz u dun even noe it lah duh cz i nv tell u mah... but if u relli like him n choose him jz wish u all the best and gd luck... u'll need it... May God Bless You....
To the him... u wish i had something 4 u.... u wan wait long long....
Finally to the frens who have been supporting me and giving me countless advices in which some was processed and some were carried out... relli appreciate u guys... esp the council peeps who relli relli showed a lot of support i tink and lotsa advice thanks... u guys might not like it but i'm still fighting on so continue to support me yah? thanks thank =)
P.S. i make it sound like some war against cancer or sth lidat...
My day 2day was totally lousy lah.... boring lessons.. tutorial dint reli finish... she dint come sch 2day cz got invest... actually she got come lor... heard she went hm wif tt big, fat, casanova ********.... though i noe le lah but dint expect so many ppl 2 tink the same as me loh.... some1 think tt they might alrdy b 2gether lah... die liao hw can i lose to him lah.. make me sound so lose leh.... v.sad.... did quite a bit 4 her jz cz i not romantic then she dun wan me liao... mayb he did more tt i dunno lah but i dun care i dun like him means i dun like him liao... nw he got the gal i like liao i dislike him like exponentially more....
Some of my frens asked me 2 give up lah but i.... hahas... sry guys its not time yet... sounds dumb but yah.... time wld tell time wld tell... thanks for ur concern guys... dun wry ur advices are not ignored... its jz they were processed and i made a decision to put them on hold onli... hahas thanks relli thanks....
To the her i was referring to... i noe u hardly ever come online lah... more so come 2 my blog cz u dun even noe it lah duh cz i nv tell u mah... but if u relli like him n choose him jz wish u all the best and gd luck... u'll need it... May God Bless You....
To the him... u wish i had something 4 u.... u wan wait long long....
Finally to the frens who have been supporting me and giving me countless advices in which some was processed and some were carried out... relli appreciate u guys... esp the council peeps who relli relli showed a lot of support i tink and lotsa advice thanks... u guys might not like it but i'm still fighting on so continue to support me yah? thanks thank =)
P.S. i make it sound like some war against cancer or sth lidat...
Sunday, July 16, 2006
Feels....
Die liao so many homework i haven done yet (so shameless still dare to say =P)
So many things happened within these few days man so much so i dunno whr 2 start if i wanted to mention them man... but mainly all the post-invest feelings are still in me and i'm still trying to get over the fact that i've become a commoner. hahas so bad... calling the rest of the world commoners.... but oh well i'm 1 now so cant and shant say 2 much =p... in such a dilemma now leh.... dunno whether sld i wait 4 her or sld i give her up... ppl all ask me 2 give up but personally i wun lah =p dun care lah they all ask me 2 follow my heart so i follow my heart loh n carry on liking her heh....
So many things happened within these few days man so much so i dunno whr 2 start if i wanted to mention them man... but mainly all the post-invest feelings are still in me and i'm still trying to get over the fact that i've become a commoner. hahas so bad... calling the rest of the world commoners.... but oh well i'm 1 now so cant and shant say 2 much =p... in such a dilemma now leh.... dunno whether sld i wait 4 her or sld i give her up... ppl all ask me 2 give up but personally i wun lah =p dun care lah they all ask me 2 follow my heart so i follow my heart loh n carry on liking her heh....
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